IN MY DEEP DIVE OF HALO KITSCH I HAPPEN TO COME ACROSS THIS POST. WHAT DO YOU FEEL YOUR PURPOSE IS AS AN ARTIST IS AND WHAT REALLY DRIVES YOU TO MAKE MUSIC?
Ha, yes. That was high praise, although I laughed initially at the thought of my music making someone “feel in love again” as my usual topic is shitty relationships and break ups and bad behavior. Getting a response from people relating to my music is such a high.
When the first person reached out saying that my music had helped them in their own journey I thought, “Cool. That’s it. I did it, I’m done.” But then I wanted to do it again. And again and again. You get a craving for the comfort of being understood. I’m lucky. Because even if people hated my music, I can’t stop making it. It’s my only outlet, it’s inevitable, it’s natural to me, I HAVE to do it. Otherwise I think I’d pop like a bottle of champagne. Or exercise too much or something. The fact that others like what I say is such a bonus. Such a beautiful bonus that sometimes I still can’t wrap my thick skull around. So yeah, I’m lucky.
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WITH THE CHALLENGES THAT 2020 HAS BROUGHT, HAS IT CHANGED YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE AND RELATIONSHIPS? HAS THE EVENTS OF THIS YEAR INFLUENCED YOUR SONGWRITING?
Ahhhh, of course. But in a way that I find difficult to verbalize. I guess I’ve just really only begun to notice what matters in life and what is delicate and what is sacred. Noticed seems too casual of a word. But I do feel as though my attention has shifted in an organic way. On the contrary, there were people, places and things that I actively chose to prioritize differently. Either way, and in both ways, yes – my perspective is renewed.
As for songwriting – the silver lining is, time is a gift. I’ve had time to write and create and focus on my music in a way that I’ve never really had such an abundance to before. And yeah, I have started to attempt expanding my musical “statements” to a platform more meaningful than just mere “love” (Hahaha) but it’s complicated. I feel more entitled to writing my personal story, I’ll never try to speak on something I can’t relate to or fully comprehend. So I’m still sorting through my feelings to be really sure of what my place is and what I want to say as I navigate the Now, and I find it intimidating. I don’t force my writing. When I’m ready it will come naturally.
OF THE TALENTED ARTISTS, SONGWRITERS, AND PRODUCERS OUT THERE IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WOULD REALLY LOVE TO COLLABORATE WITH?
I’m kinda head over heels already with the people that I’m starting to meet and get to know and who we’re discussing collaborations with. Heck! I’m flattered anyone sees potential in my silly self enough to work with me so, I don’t need to dream further than that right now. I’m pinching myself a little.
WHETHER IT’S AN ALBUM, BEING AROUND CERTAIN PEOPLE, OR AN ACTIVITY, WHAT IS ONE THING THAT HAS HELPED YOU MOVE FORWARD DURING THE PANDEMIC? ANYTHING YOU CAN SUGGEST FOR OTHERS?
Music, yeah. Headphones and an old fashioned bedroom dance. Tequila, but I wouldn’t recommend that. Haaa. I watch a lot of Grey’s Anatomy. Like a lot. I read a book. My dog! I suggest getting a dog. Or a fish or a plant or something buddy-like.
AS WE HEAD INTO THE SECOND HALF OF THE YEAR WHAT CAN FANS EXPECT FROM YOU FOR THE REMAINDER OF 2020?
Tricky! What can anyone expect out of the rest of 2020? What I can promise is more music. The rest is wilderness right now, obviously. Be safe. X
IS THERE A CHARITY THAT MEANS A LOT TO YOU THAT YOU URGE OTHERS TO LOOK INTO? ANY PARTICULAR CONNECTION YOU HAVE TO IT?
320! and Mercy for Animals!